Four years , is not only a passion, and not only adhere to

Always wanted to write such a text, but each time the subject of thought , emotion far too full, but could not write to anything . Carefully read your blog , start writing time should be the July 2006 bar . Calculation, has a full more than four years .

Four years, every day seems very similar, but different every day . About life , there have been unemployed , sick suffering, looking for an apartment , daily necessities of trivial , but also the joy of the wedding . I recorded all the little things in life , work, family , husband , neighbors ... ... But who are the storms of life do all day ? Most of us who live ordinary fear or another dull day. I have a simple wish: as long as Baidu space exists, I do not give up one-third of the acres of land , where the record their path.

Every time I see a familiar or unfamiliar ID seriously stay a long article made my heart are extremely warm , so it hastened to reply . ------ my blog needs a little faith can not be ignored no matter how busy this genuine concern and love . Ah , it is.

On the blog , there was unknown , when only a few friends , but also several times within one month on the home page , was a time when many people are concerned , there are articles on the home page as a result of different views being chased on the Baidu hi Curse , because some people do not kenga when friends are cynical . Have complained about (such as the reform of Baidu ), but never thought of giving up . Baidu space in four years , is not only a passion , but also can be interpreted not only adhere to .

My QQ space has also been updated . But unlike Baidu Space , which is to acquaintances , and do not want too much exposure to the real , so I only occasionally irrelevant to Baidu Bowen in a two stick in the past . In Baidu , I happy to say that they want to say , because there is no life, friends , there will beBe monitoredFeeling. So Baidu acquaintances , psychologically , a kind ofUndefendedWarm and familiar .

Because the appreciation of style and deal with them, contact them feel more relaxed and happy . Because of this from the heart like a friend , so every time someone leaves , said Bo Feng , and mind will feel empty . Recently, many friends have moved out of the idea . I'm sorry , I do not know how to retain . Music in the saidSometimes, taking a good partner , like throwing the whole world。 I think so.A platform in love with the greatest relevance is the platform partner ------ Baidu Ye Hao , Sina and Netease End of the World Ye Hao , has been to adhere to a certain corner , is not only a passion, not just insist on more , Because they can not abandon a friend .

I think I will always be here.

I also want to record a very pure to begin

Tonight by chance into a blog , read the head , was actually surprised to find people they know . He opened the log , from the beginning of a recent look at another one , the last stop , when he had seen the end of last year 's record . His record and write are very simple things, very real, are written before a person can not see their own. Really,Behind every person has a their own .

Is because of this, I said I wanted to record one of the most pure .

I wonderWrite for a long time Liushui Zhang ,Write long meaningless thingsFandao records for those who have want to be near pure impulse .

What is pure recordsMy definition is very simple .

First, the record ;Second, it expresses ;Third, understand themselves .

Some stories say that the people who listen to understand .And this record 's story, most know of none other than their own .

Edge set Sansheng

This life is known before the trouble , -

Whose son left the stone name . -

I do not know the next life who he is -

Decoction and then forgot three trouble . -

I began to believe that the world does have a thing called love

Recently seems to be used frequently write something , a lot of time has not distinguish himself in the end is written in the writing or record their feelings. Very often, that he was just a spectator , read irrelevant text, some fuss taste . Also broke our hearts when their own sense of time , tears tap the keyboard . Whenever then , his beat is not the keyboard, but his heart . The total also thought I would have grievances here is the place , yes, also true !

I only own side of the saddest show in here . May have no choice , no one to talk to know the sufferings of the text that I have gradually depressed , bleak . Like Paul Celan 's a poem : I just dark, but not as dark .

I am used to alone bear all ... ...

I remember going out today, yesterday said the time to take the camera , in fact, no purpose , just think on a bus , if there is something to keep me out the window to see the scenery palpitations , it is recorded.

Unfortunately, the state rushed out , let me forget it. Moreover, I do not mind Haohao Di walk out and see , also took a friend , or wander the streets . I am a mourning person , they should do to your filial piety . Aunt to me, is the mother and aunt's house today to visit a person , fold the foil bring a grandmother . Incense , when they nearly cry when I faced her aunt 's portrait , said " aunt Do not worry , I will take good care of grandparents ! "

But I 'm really weak , not good enough to do for fear of their own .

Back and forth on the road , wearing headphones , will open to the loud music to cover up noisy , attention is free in the window, erratic . Or that I seriously look at this line will pass through each of a house , every tree , every piece of clouds drifting across the sky the shape of the sun are blooming there was uncertainty on the color . Look under the mottled shade umbrellas , or time and name of the people to rush or leisurely .

Then imagine their stories .

Husband and wife to see a pair of Nail , car arrival , the two go off to each other complementary , that affectionate to each other, it is a while I moved . Just like today's uncle to the relatives by marriage cousin said , "Do not move it to the calendar , just let it remain in the day . "- the day my aunt to go .

It was a love , I began to believe that the world does have a thing called love , but I did not realize had Bale .

I wonder if they see a road leading to where the track is not abandoned . See it in her own unique way in the form of an extension lead to other cities through them one by one in the link . I have wanted to jump cars, ran to the idea of the railway walk , if the case quickly passed the train, I will not stand too close to the place not too far , while feeling strong wind roar from the ear And over , while the number of train cars, a number of very carefully . Because I have never had a number of carefully .

Only 3 minutes

No spectacle , no one is interested in feeling like being covered with heavy rain coming months and cool ah .

Gradually the enthusiasm has passed, the lazy to take care of all abandoned ......

The original heart to see people itching to do , but did not did not long .

I thought that what ...... my very patient and it

Only three minutes did not expect the heat ah . . .

Is depressed in the down ...... to be a good reflection .

I still do not fit to do this , or obediently go to work .

Three years , complete with used to say goodbye!

Luo recently as three years , as many people have written with three years of thing, and this year I am doing it? Middle School three years ago I was a child , I never had the pressure to learn , but also essentially not well studied , it will not be admitted to the school what is a good school , is to stay high for a sophomore , and I asked Middle School happens commuting , is to go home to see how late you can read all lines , in fact it was played over the years , just remember to answer the college entrance examination papers of the time , math problems should be looked at , but that will not do , pull the last of Mathematics A lot of points , imagine if the multi-point math can test it, I can be a good person then , Hu Hu , like that of their own now is not good , but really are not good , no capital has become even more Not qualified , the test of a college , and now many places are required undergraduate recruitment , one of which the Public Security Bureau to hire and requirements Bachelor degree or above are eligible to compete , huh, huh , this is when I just graduated the first opportunity missed Later , I want to go to work in Beijing , the Beijing Sina find someone , one look is required is a Bachelor degree or above , although I never was a good effort is not able to attend school regrets , but the chances are indeed those of us in front of people in a lot less . Just at university in love with high school boyfriend of two years broke up , then the simple is the idea that the retreat did not expect that the fate arrange a meeting with a family condition , whether or not as good as before all that man Friends of people they love . Because at that time turned out to be sympathetic , bitter experience of others , and I did was to think of themselves as savior , as if God arranged for me to love like him , pet him from the very beginning , he was never the subject of pets , so I Is also popular with , and I had another like him that just looked down on me , my heart , other people are always on ignore , not look people. In love , but unfortunately we know the media is a network , it is also very easy to meet , to break up calculations, understanding the two met three times face together is one day , but by the very heart Major injuries like tears also learned how to flow easily , and later met a small chestnut , he is blind to me good , but when I was cold then when hot, as if I was too selfish and need to listen When necessary means of transport when I need someone to send me home when security will think of him , this selfish , creating a time of abandonment , but when I look back every time when he was in the same place , then look Only simple like a small dog , look at me eye blink blink , and without saying a word , then I chose casts his hand , think beyond their own future together with him . Now my parents still do not agree , you are not there three years , this year I think we will work hard to earn what we want that happy little family ,Luo , waiting , and then three years of happiness when you look at .

Words come to mind : If two people love each other at the same time, that is happiness . If you are like one who will speak out boldly . Tightly in her hand , do not curious spy , watch your happiness will be lost , holding the hand of well-being will be the warm temperature , and if so , do not doubtyesThis is happiness!

Face like a girl doing their own "reserve " , will you?

About love , is a very profound question , this is the case for me . But recently I was so " profound "and had problems . The question is : the face of the girl he likes , but he is a " reserve " , if it is you, will you?

If we say that love is to be paid , not to care about returns . May be right . But if you like her, for her to pay , you really just want this to last ? Do you like her, you really do not want to do with her ? If you want to be with her , this is not the return of what is it? So when I saw those words felt weird , like the performance of his greatness.

Love is also like a gamble , but you dare to bet that you dare to cast , good luck , do the " main " , you can gain full , put it plainly points , or " return . " If bad luck , no way, only doing "back . " When the players on the pitch , your " reserve "position does not guarantee , of course, you are losers. If you feel upset , you can console myself with the words : " pay, fighting for , nothing to regret ! "In fact, really like this . ( hey , spoke another metaphor of the illegal things )

I would face such a situation, you can do with a "reserve" , but in the absence of "key " play , you can always " reserve " , if there is "key "you from from the " reserve " sitting out . If not careful , become a " main "is the most ideal . However, there may be from the " main "position and direct swap out , because the transfer of players . ( hey , said talking to the football , maybe I love football too )

Now I face the most important issue is that I have to do first was worth a "reserve "( the premise is very fond of her ), then to sit through the " main "position . Now the "reserve " players are not general, have more than one year "experience" to understand the environment , to understand the " main force " of favorable factors . I should also join the ranks of it? If you choose , should it? That values?

Are personal thoughts

Words can not represent all of the emotion is always

I never feel like a young artists , so I do not deep it might be poisoned , I found my attachment for the text far as some people crazy , and if the choice I would prefer to chat with a live human being instead of every other A cold computer language to express ideas , and a real people to talk to , you could feel his face , eyes and even breathing , that most real exchange not the way I always fancy he would like to express thoughts , Or the true or false , or pain , or joy . I am better at face to face conversation , I like to listen to other people's stories , as if everyone is the same as a book , for me, the first page are new, I want to understand it , read it.
Now everyone seems keen to tell the computer and network their own stories, express emotion, some people are on the web talking and to reality with a few nice words also did not understand that this is not an instinctive The lack of it ? We are all living beings, we need to express , the expression but not limited to, the network should be face to face or virtual , the more fear the more the world that everything in the hands of the network , this vicious circle , we become good at communication And communication , so we all become too lazy to say the word, the last on the apathy of this society , not everyone is bad , and only we who are not willing to understand each other , and sometimes may not know their own self.
Whenever I read one article , or when a stranger online and talk to , I always struggled to think he looks like , how will face when they talk , he wanted to tell me What , how could he think, over time I became head Hao Teng , I am too lazy to think about , talking with themselves ambiguous, half-heartedly . I admit that the network is a good thing , is really inseparable from the social network, but the network back in the end is human progress or retreat , is difficult to measure such things , there are always pros and cons of everything , who speak clearly?
Words really can not interpret all of the emotions , of course, limited to the different levels of each person , it is difficult to express all ideas, I'd rather have the door the old man selling watermelons in conversation and a few are unwilling to strangers do not know Online unintelligible . Everyone wants the network to find their soul mate, but who can really understand what you want? Can you really wish to express it clearly?

The simpler, the more happiness

Love this extremely simple, only a lifetime profound feelings.

However, priceless and easy to find, rare lovers.

Modern love story, has become an unattainable romantic simple.    

                              

Therefore,

On this day, please remain.

Apart from the need for more than a simple journey

Big hands holding little hands, walking through thorough like to see Changan Avenue.    

                              

Who let the simpler, happier it.

I am the light, in the heart.   

After a like a

Now think about a lot of things are so clear , I'm just too stupid see through .

A comforting word , has become a moving . Time to visit , become a hope .

A long time does not fit , that a dedication .

Is good or bad , but the injury has not distinguish the only himself .

Time, ah , you let me see the truth of the matter .

Time, ah , you dilute everything I thought was good .

Time, ah , you let me not a little sad, and come out a little reluctant to leave .

Perhaps this is the own charge it, then this is the time for a new life .

If there is an opportunity if the bye , I want to make him regret it .

Mom Dad 's friends , and then have to momentum built up in trouble but as ah .

Who would have thought a careless surnamed Wu to link any connection with the hope that the little MM do not make me regret ah .

Our Valentine's Day

Together since we met we read, played, we had a special day each.
Today went to a Valentine's Day, with the other half thought you would not take part in our Valentine's Day was.
When you come to know, and when we are together Guoqingrenjie.
Really, really good time, so that moved me.

Our Valentine's Day, we have every holiday I was very happy.
Nice to meet you, let me set a word.
No, it should be said to be a reason - a friend longer than lovers .

Just don't like butterfly

MeiGong. So-called everlasting.

My sister from learning efforts, take an examination of medical school, when the doctor came out naturally in hospital, doctors, met her boyfriend, married a year, because the job is busy, the son of the son, go on vacation with their parents.

Her future life trajectory guess also guess -- son grow up, back in elementary, middle and high school, college, work, marriage, repeat the roads, and her parents also promoted, retirement, remaining years, grandchildren...

For love, she says that's it. Who is this, maybe ninety percent of people life trajectory is so...

Suddenly a bit sad, maybe the last, can continue to entering the tomb of love is not exist, life is composed by the flowers of the evening, but the light from the dollar, a dime, daily necessities and all kinds of bill, after a long time together, we are getting old, found that can let a person to accompany, we walked so long road, insist to last only love and habits.

MeiGong coquettish and not make public, not the jade, xian don't dye in a dark sweet, warm, the drunk a, but the most secure and dodge, if the water of life.

The life forever is dried flowers to lasting than water, although they live, but ultimately be also is a kind of existence. To ask AiLing, embroider on screen birds will die?

The ink end. The reality.

Don't say so huge that sort of thing, and even to the game between mind and not doomed to failure, because no one else had noble, the chance of winning.

We believe that reality, who is the prince and princess, but even butterfly, besides this also may not have had better seek the story, too, to hear much, "the prince and princess lived happily together", but after that? After the later?

After the prince is actually the tone, princess lazy to a week without showering, prince, who is proud princess, who were all fine, who is not willing to help who do one thing... If the story is so, can put the fairy tale is murder, but it is real, that's all.

Love is in the modern enemies many, it is not only the enemy but time, realistic, money, power, selfish, desire, even a small turned cannot bear - thought: why do I have to put on your life was good, accompany you struggle to accompany you sweat, accompany you consume dream, I should find better than you better and more excellent sure ally on her wedding.

So, many modern seaweed is so young women, I feel happy, because for Beckham is lost him, and seaweed kui not sorry, also can turn over a new leaf seaweed, look brand-new, easy to find new angels play again.

Ink, depressed and depth of color, can jump, not beautiful, because it is what we see as the background, life is not satisfactory, the winner, story is true, that history not again.

The picture like romantic].

Who will lonely warm? A person, two people better, a man and a woman, so he called the romantic dinner.

At least, in love, in the first time we have seen eyeful is good, the air is warm, every word is the object of wind flow, is a fascinating breath, even if does not do anything, looking at each other, looking at each other's eyes, nose, header, mouth are memorable romance.

Remember this appearance! Life doesn't always is so beautiful, when the sails, all the while reading all of your memory, this place is colourful, only the bright and beautiful, return the original.

Who is coming in the fiction.

I want the lonely, because I am not warm heart, if someone abandoned me, I will curse his future happiness, but I've got to see him again in the future, in a street corner or bus, to show my happiness, he smiles graciously, no more words, give him the greastist revenge, must not pose looks for his resentment female pity, also won't pretend to smile to say: "you must be happy than me." Repeat the words more not lied to thousands of lies: "love to go."

Sorry, I don't mind never than tolerance, patience, needle and all women.

So I only wish to us with splendor in the warm house alone in the snowy, looking out of the window down a hollow pale.

Actually anyone is another life, leaving the passer-by who also have imagined, replacement will soon appear, love, brokenhearted, then love again, so that life forever supirior in orbit time fleetness, the mighty, and no one will stay put, unique things but is an exception.

I will give your body, rather than doing when you show the robe. This is the most romantic declaration.

And said, "listen, love is the XunQing words, but this year, only this pair, have become, asked, and from the mosquitoes fly rebirth or dead not worthy of reincarnation, or in the nether world heart, the new demons old ghost a lot, but butterfly will not.

For love, I want far on the sidelines, watching, do not have fun, not the extra given do in vain efforts, the hope is more beautiful, but just talk, no any odd indignant because worthier cannot change.

In the world the most painful thing is endless, because there is hope, will keep down, down, perhaps a wishes to realize half, to humble to dust. Dream and reality, is never distance can explain clearly.

To live is besieged by various distractions, yu, have trapped, bear, the factor that everyone's life is a pair of delicate float world draw, who are generally supporting touch kind.

Three shrivel combined into one of the tragedy

Little did haven't come write articles, for those who come to see little; every man really sorry, you still have?

Today, and we want to tell a story.

Story happened in every household economic conditions, only just a few blocks monthly salary of that age. A lot of children are really their parents' orders, so, a lot of tragedy by matchmakers' help, and true.

He, handsome and natural and unrestrained, to establish a time, parents personally helped him pick the one they think very satisfied with the girls, girls than his big 3 years old, because it is a factory with his mother, his mother do so for her very understand, that girl will work to do, then her daughter-in-law. They met, the girl like him very much, but he still feel about her. Then they will try to start, a time of association after, he found that she didn't like the person, and a violent temper girl's family, but can marry soon. Until the night before the marriage, he rode bicycles to send home for girls, said he was not girl married her, the girl he had sent her radio on broken into pieces, and said he would hate.

After she was carrying his child, then knocked out. He eventually married her, but she has lost fertility, then adopted a daughter. Then he began to fall, what have lost hope. After go to town for a leadership do not always go home, driver, because the house for him, but not a home. Every home will quarrel, he hates that place. Later, in the town of units to his house, he told his wife, until one day with his wife and daughter tracking didn't know the house sites.

In the eighteenth year of rushes past, daughter seems to know oneself is not their own, though sometimes will endure mother bad temper, but so many years of raising the family as they like.

Because often accompanied with great leadership out, the big eat meat and wine, originally liver is not so good, the final examination in time of hepatocellular carcinoma, and also become already is late. To many famous domestic hospitals, even think of liver transplantation, but the doctor says, has no use. From then on, he was a day, even can see he is really a bit in the failure of the 40 small illness until he had done as a man, and finally at the age of 50, quietly to send him to walk of person many, because everybody thought once humorous he will leave, he suddenly so young, but he is really so, with a helpless, with a sad, maybe too free with...

Henceforth, lively family immediately become particularly the cold and cheerless, his wife with his daughter live in town house, old home only two lonely old man, help sobbing, relatives and friends, it's no big deal, also don't often go after the old mother twice break a leg in the hospital, I also have cancer, the family is such a little pieces for...

She isn't him, love. He did not get the chance to find him, love. And more innocent children, itself is an abandoned, finally still trapped in the complex, not good in the family. Three people together.whatever shrivel to sorrow, sorrow, but still.

A few years later, his wife, changed to marry again, a new family organization daughter also has a new father, in others it seems that is good, do not know whether they are really happy...

My dear mother, please don't treat the daughter when guests

"Married the daughter of the water splashed out." This sentence from the evil which blow up the thought of it, each non-proletarian ideologies, great heart. Really want to hate to call on a few words: damn it! Whatever rude or savage, only can feel avenged stirring to pour complains, also can really want to sound like this, "damn" annihilation of a partner GuoJiaoBu smelly secular reality.

Although not so practical, but I still deep-rooted influence, who married a girl for the total niang to marry the daughter of out when the guest to treat. Every daughter ", "said there'll a table of good wine, lest entertain thoroughly, also have the matter as half son son-in-law to me with. It is a hard time to do the niang.

I was such a don't eat toast, the daughter of FaJiu eat like a mother often treat guests treat her own daughter when I was too uncomfortable, restless. Even younger sister.

The girls YiNianBanZai back to visit a younger sister, perhaps need such love, but I think that even if the girls, girls are always want to return every home together with this, not need to differentiate from the home, because the girl growing up, is the family once, the daughter of the home's daughter.

I also become the mother's mother was a sight for sore eyes, also need special discount? Now work units from the mother's only two minutes walk away, I often go home to see. Mother is missing daughter to use, can stay will attract delicious daughter? When mother good snacks, but in watching the daughter, mother, I felt the moment between far away!

My dear mother, please don't put your daughter when guests, instead of hospitality, let me heartburn, let me carelessly, optionally, don't spoil not accustomed to the back, do not actively, do some housework, you also like I would not marry, can call me do it freely to do that, and I call you ate the same a homely dishes, even green bean curd, even fine, I'd be happy to clear, because I always is your daughter, daughter of life.

My dear mother, please don't put his daughter when the guest to treat!

Baby, please don't mention of my ex-boyfriend

Today is discussed with a problem, the water is why we men CARES about his girlfriend and their former boyfriend to go between.
Conduit is my good friend, many times we have same situation and sorrow.

Actually very simple, the man must exist possessive. A normal man never mind girlfriend and their former boyfriend, continue with entangled among. Woman, I believe will be so. Say so, once broke up, or don't do not meet friends. Better meet you miss, lest his time was male (female) friend knows, hurt her (him), increase the misunderstanding. Men seem to return to his girlfriend is not mentioned her former boyfriend, especially about how the tragedy is that they are often say (write) to their former boyfriend, then how about? And what's sad is that they won't write instead of how good boyfriend. In the end, they will feel the boyfriend: since you like him, so well, why are you are here with me? You'll go to tease him not done?

All men have their own self-esteem, man not like other men and women, especially with his so-called than the former boyfriend. I believe that women as well as men with other women don't want to tell her, she is still your figure, who is good, who prettier than you, who is your seductive, who is your understanding. At this point I think many women should not refute opinion? When we are feeling, man has need to maintain.

If I were you, I would ask my former girlfriend too much, except in some aspects, I'll ask my darling confession, If I were you, I would ask me who ever had a crush on, also oneself like things in the exposed areas. Want to know, the world is small, should also saw each other, you say how other heart will think? This is the rule, have no rules. Minefield is obvious, smart, often maintain feelings more details, because the meticulous to crack.

However, women sometimes is so funny. The current boyfriend injured heart all don't know, also blame boyfriend enough gentleness, considerate, the big man, rough. Like the other words, the more care of people more can't see through.

Recently, many problems have been thinking about marriage, love, marriage, love, foreign marriage, engagement and maintain but I found that a person's life is not a game, not a one-way trip. Many problems, cannot advance ready scheme.

I'm tired, maybe one day I will follow your tree, becomes paralyzed. Menu is really good, like her feelings, when what problem experts in a hundred. More glad she is my best friend, I was lost, can you tell me how to return, how.

Lost in Paradise

I know that it might sound strange
But you made my seasons start to change
It happened so suddenly
Like heaven has waited up for me

I＇ve just been looking so long
Kept meeting my Mr.Wrong
In every model and every size
Now my fantasy
Is staring at your eyes

Sometimes you think I＇m beautiful
But I don＇t know
I＇ll keep it to myself
You say it,It feels wonderful
My smile can show
I＇m lost in paradise

The letters you wrote to me
Showed me the sogns I＇ve never seen
I thought every man I＇d want
Falls out of a dating magazine

But I konw that with you
That was so far from the truth
On every page and evert line
Now you＇re my everything
I guess you know how to read my mind

Sometimes you think I＇m beautiful
But I don＇t know
I＇ll keep it to myself
You say it,It feels wonderful
My smile can show
I＇m lost in paradise

I know
I guess that it shows
The message that flows to me
Makes it more worth than make believe

Sometimes you think I＇m beautiful
But I don＇t know
I＇ll keep it to myself
You say it,It feels wonderful
My smile can show
I＇m lost in paradise

Sometimes you think I＇m beautiful
But I don＇t know
I＇ll keep it to myself
You say it,It feels wonderful
My smile can show
I＇m lost in paradise

Since the home to roost

The unspeakable mood now,

A bit sad, little helpless, a bit too impulsive,

Like a breath of the balloons, kept escaped to the darkness,

Knowing is impossible, but still thinking about changing,

Fantasy, maybe tomorrow everything will not,

Overnight, it did not change,

I do not good enough, I ask too much,

No, I was the one that's fantastic,

Actually, what is not the best. Is stubborn