Four years , is not only a passion, and not only adhere to

Always wanted to write such a text, but each time the subject of thought , emotion far too full, but could not write to anything . Carefully read your blog , start writing time should be the July 2006 bar . Calculation, has a full more than four years .

Four years, every day seems very similar, but different every day . About life , there have been unemployed , sick suffering, looking for an apartment , daily necessities of trivial , but also the joy of the wedding . I recorded all the little things in life , work, family , husband , neighbors ... ... But who are the storms of life do all day ? Most of us who live ordinary fear or another dull day. I have a simple wish: as long as Baidu space exists, I do not give up one-third of the acres of land , where the record their path.

Every time I see a familiar or unfamiliar ID seriously stay a long article made my heart are extremely warm , so it hastened to reply . ------ my blog needs a little faith can not be ignored no matter how busy this genuine concern and love . Ah , it is.

On the blog , there was unknown , when only a few friends , but also several times within one month on the home page , was a time when many people are concerned , there are articles on the home page as a result of different views being chased on the Baidu hi Curse , because some people do not kenga when friends are cynical . Have complained about (such as the reform of Baidu ), but never thought of giving up . Baidu space in four years , is not only a passion , but also can be interpreted not only adhere to .

My QQ space has also been updated . But unlike Baidu Space , which is to acquaintances , and do not want too much exposure to the real , so I only occasionally irrelevant to Baidu Bowen in a two stick in the past . In Baidu , I happy to say that they want to say , because there is no life, friends , there will beBe monitoredFeeling. So Baidu acquaintances , psychologically , a kind ofUndefendedWarm and familiar .

Because the appreciation of style and deal with them, contact them feel more relaxed and happy . Because of this from the heart like a friend , so every time someone leaves , said Bo Feng , and mind will feel empty . Recently, many friends have moved out of the idea . I'm sorry , I do not know how to retain . Music in the saidSometimes, taking a good partner , like throwing the whole world。 I think so.A platform in love with the greatest relevance is the platform partner ------ Baidu Ye Hao , Sina and Netease End of the World Ye Hao , has been to adhere to a certain corner , is not only a passion, not just insist on more , Because they can not abandon a friend .

I think I will always be here.

I also want to record a very pure to begin

Tonight by chance into a blog , read the head , was actually surprised to find people they know . He opened the log , from the beginning of a recent look at another one , the last stop , when he had seen the end of last year 's record . His record and write are very simple things, very real, are written before a person can not see their own. Really,Behind every person has a their own .

Is because of this, I said I wanted to record one of the most pure .

I wonderWrite for a long time Liushui Zhang ,Write long meaningless thingsFandao records for those who have want to be near pure impulse .

What is pure recordsMy definition is very simple .

First, the record ;Second, it expresses ;Third, understand themselves .

Some stories say that the people who listen to understand .And this record 's story, most know of none other than their own .

Edge set Sansheng

This life is known before the trouble , -

Whose son left the stone name . -

I do not know the next life who he is -

Decoction and then forgot three trouble . -

I began to believe that the world does have a thing called love

Recently seems to be used frequently write something , a lot of time has not distinguish himself in the end is written in the writing or record their feelings. Very often, that he was just a spectator , read irrelevant text, some fuss taste . Also broke our hearts when their own sense of time , tears tap the keyboard . Whenever then , his beat is not the keyboard, but his heart . The total also thought I would have grievances here is the place , yes, also true !

I only own side of the saddest show in here . May have no choice , no one to talk to know the sufferings of the text that I have gradually depressed , bleak . Like Paul Celan 's a poem : I just dark, but not as dark .

I am used to alone bear all ... ...

I remember going out today, yesterday said the time to take the camera , in fact, no purpose , just think on a bus , if there is something to keep me out the window to see the scenery palpitations , it is recorded.

Unfortunately, the state rushed out , let me forget it. Moreover, I do not mind Haohao Di walk out and see , also took a friend , or wander the streets . I am a mourning person , they should do to your filial piety . Aunt to me, is the mother and aunt's house today to visit a person , fold the foil bring a grandmother . Incense , when they nearly cry when I faced her aunt 's portrait , said " aunt Do not worry , I will take good care of grandparents ! "

But I 'm really weak , not good enough to do for fear of their own .

Back and forth on the road , wearing headphones , will open to the loud music to cover up noisy , attention is free in the window, erratic . Or that I seriously look at this line will pass through each of a house , every tree , every piece of clouds drifting across the sky the shape of the sun are blooming there was uncertainty on the color . Look under the mottled shade umbrellas , or time and name of the people to rush or leisurely .

Then imagine their stories .

Husband and wife to see a pair of Nail , car arrival , the two go off to each other complementary , that affectionate to each other, it is a while I moved . Just like today's uncle to the relatives by marriage cousin said , "Do not move it to the calendar , just let it remain in the day . "- the day my aunt to go .

It was a love , I began to believe that the world does have a thing called love , but I did not realize had Bale .

I wonder if they see a road leading to where the track is not abandoned . See it in her own unique way in the form of an extension lead to other cities through them one by one in the link . I have wanted to jump cars, ran to the idea of the railway walk , if the case quickly passed the train, I will not stand too close to the place not too far , while feeling strong wind roar from the ear And over , while the number of train cars, a number of very carefully . Because I have never had a number of carefully .

Only 3 minutes

No spectacle , no one is interested in feeling like being covered with heavy rain coming months and cool ah .

Gradually the enthusiasm has passed, the lazy to take care of all abandoned ......

The original heart to see people itching to do , but did not did not long .

I thought that what ...... my very patient and it

Only three minutes did not expect the heat ah . . .

Is depressed in the down ...... to be a good reflection .

I still do not fit to do this , or obediently go to work .

Three years , complete with used to say goodbye!

Luo recently as three years , as many people have written with three years of thing, and this year I am doing it? Middle School three years ago I was a child , I never had the pressure to learn , but also essentially not well studied , it will not be admitted to the school what is a good school , is to stay high for a sophomore , and I asked Middle School happens commuting , is to go home to see how late you can read all lines , in fact it was played over the years , just remember to answer the college entrance examination papers of the time , math problems should be looked at , but that will not do , pull the last of Mathematics A lot of points , imagine if the multi-point math can test it, I can be a good person then , Hu Hu , like that of their own now is not good , but really are not good , no capital has become even more Not qualified , the test of a college , and now many places are required undergraduate recruitment , one of which the Public Security Bureau to hire and requirements Bachelor degree or above are eligible to compete , huh, huh , this is when I just graduated the first opportunity missed Later , I want to go to work in Beijing , the Beijing Sina find someone , one look is required is a Bachelor degree or above , although I never was a good effort is not able to attend school regrets , but the chances are indeed those of us in front of people in a lot less . Just at university in love with high school boyfriend of two years broke up , then the simple is the idea that the retreat did not expect that the fate arrange a meeting with a family condition , whether or not as good as before all that man Friends of people they love . Because at that time turned out to be sympathetic , bitter experience of others , and I did was to think of themselves as savior , as if God arranged for me to love like him , pet him from the very beginning , he was never the subject of pets , so I Is also popular with , and I had another like him that just looked down on me , my heart , other people are always on ignore , not look people. In love , but unfortunately we know the media is a network , it is also very easy to meet , to break up calculations, understanding the two met three times face together is one day , but by the very heart Major injuries like tears also learned how to flow easily , and later met a small chestnut , he is blind to me good , but when I was cold then when hot, as if I was too selfish and need to listen When necessary means of transport when I need someone to send me home when security will think of him , this selfish , creating a time of abandonment , but when I look back every time when he was in the same place , then look Only simple like a small dog , look at me eye blink blink , and without saying a word , then I chose casts his hand , think beyond their own future together with him . Now my parents still do not agree , you are not there three years , this year I think we will work hard to earn what we want that happy little family ,Luo , waiting , and then three years of happiness when you look at .

Words come to mind : If two people love each other at the same time, that is happiness . If you are like one who will speak out boldly . Tightly in her hand , do not curious spy , watch your happiness will be lost , holding the hand of well-being will be the warm temperature , and if so , do not doubtyesThis is happiness!

Face like a girl doing their own "reserve " , will you?

About love , is a very profound question , this is the case for me . But recently I was so " profound "and had problems . The question is : the face of the girl he likes , but he is a " reserve " , if it is you, will you?

If we say that love is to be paid , not to care about returns . May be right . But if you like her, for her to pay , you really just want this to last ? Do you like her, you really do not want to do with her ? If you want to be with her , this is not the return of what is it? So when I saw those words felt weird , like the performance of his greatness.

Love is also like a gamble , but you dare to bet that you dare to cast , good luck , do the " main " , you can gain full , put it plainly points , or " return . " If bad luck , no way, only doing "back . " When the players on the pitch , your " reserve "position does not guarantee , of course, you are losers. If you feel upset , you can console myself with the words : " pay, fighting for , nothing to regret ! "In fact, really like this . ( hey , spoke another metaphor of the illegal things )

I would face such a situation, you can do with a "reserve" , but in the absence of "key " play , you can always " reserve " , if there is "key "you from from the " reserve " sitting out . If not careful , become a " main "is the most ideal . However, there may be from the " main "position and direct swap out , because the transfer of players . ( hey , said talking to the football , maybe I love football too )

Now I face the most important issue is that I have to do first was worth a "reserve "( the premise is very fond of her ), then to sit through the " main "position . Now the "reserve " players are not general, have more than one year "experience" to understand the environment , to understand the " main force " of favorable factors . I should also join the ranks of it? If you choose , should it? That values?

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